My New Beggining

Now I know as I look through the new friends that I haven't been introduced to, some people reading this may not know who I am. I don't know how long it's been since I've posted a message. I really enjoyed the time we spent together playing FTB3. My PSP has been broken for a long time, and I'm getting a new white one soon.

I am a very competitive player. I have an older brother thats better than me at everything, and FTB3 is my game that I'm better than him at. Now when I would play, and I would die by someone that's truly better than me, it would get me so pissed off. I would literally hate that person. I wouldn't mind getting killed from people I knew I could kill.

Im also a very self concious player. I really care about what people think when I play. So even if someone kills me that I know I could beat, I still get frustrated because I think other people think I'm worse than that player. Thats why hacking pisses me off so much.

But even with those things that not even I like about myself. I know that you guys were always going to be my friends. So I am going to get my internet back soon, and it will be a lot faster so I won't have to always make my own games. I will be playing under an unknown name. I do not want to play with any hackers what-so-ever even if they promise they have their codes off. It just makes me angry. So I'm sorry narwall, Froze, Luck, and death.

My internet is down so I can't reply to this message very often. But PLEASE post on this message if you read it. Ask any question, I just want to hear from you guys.

If you want to play with me again be completely legit. Erase all your codes, and completely get rid of CFW. And if you lie to me, we're through..

I ask you guys one favor though:
Please keep playing FTB3 to keep the game alive. I'm scared to come back online, and have nobody else online..

Anyways please reply back...

Huh this is a surprise. Well glad to have you back bubblegum, but the whole time you've been gone ftb3 fell apart and turned into hell. It's not safe to play games anymore cause there is always at least 3 hackers in every game. Luck lost his account to the ps3 hacking so hes retired for good now though he may rarely play on my account. Essentially there's no point in coming back online. The people are great but ftb3 isn't what it was anymore.

your back but we cant play with you i am a hacker now but i only hack in locked rooms with narwall and death like hack wars but ive gotten alot better hope to talk too you soon dude

huh so we can't play together ok i understand. But we can still make saves right?

i can't get rid of my cfw cuz if i do my account won't wrok so plz don't get mad ii have a code that is a auto intitlement code so sorry i can't get rid of my codes..and i would never hack you if i did have my codes come on i thought we made up on this rofl

Im sorry, but I cant. That's what im trying to say. It doesnt matter if you have your codes off, when I get killed by anyone I know as codes I'll always question if they have their codes on, and it makes me really angry just the thought that I got killed unlegit. Im just too competitive on that game and I hate it..

Just please keep playing FTB3. I have a huge urge to play that game so bad, and when I get online I'll will enforce non-hacked fair play so much. Just keep playing, and trying to make the game better. It used to be such an awesome game..

I wont be playing with my Bubblegum account, or any other account. I'll make a new one to prevent people from following me... sorry..

Told u so narwall :/

welll i know why you hate me now....

[Op_JVarwall14 wrote:

welll i know why you hate me now....

wait who hates u? Oh and bubblegum nobody can enforce fair play. The way people do that os to hack back or most of the time just freeze u

K, yea I changed my mind. Im not gonna piss any hackers of this time.

Seriously narwall nobody hates you. I dont hate you. And please PM me why you think I would hate you, cuz I think I know why you think I hate you ...

I said I hate even the thought of getting killed unlegit. So if you think your better than me, and you kill me legit all the time, and I hate you cuz I think your killing me unlegit, thats not the case at all. Im not full of myself either. I will admit theres probably a hundred people that are truly better than me. Some people may be better than me some days, and kill me a lot somedays, but there not truly better. To be truly better you got to be able to kill me when im at my best. And in my head I have not met anyone yet that is truly better than me...

However I have the utmost full respect for all of my friends, and a lot of other people...
Had to get that out...

Reverse wrote:

K, yea I changed my mind. Im not gonna piss any hackers of this time.

Seriously narwall nobody hates you. I dont hate you. And please PM me why you think I would hate you, cuz I think I know why you think I hate you ...

I said I hate even the thought of getting killed unlegit. So if you think your better than me, and you kill me legit all the time, and I hate you cuz I think your killing me unlegit, thats not the case at all. Im not full of myself either. I will admit theres probably a hundred people that are truly better than me. Some people may be better than me some days, and kill me a lot somedays, but there not truly better. To be truly better you got to be able to kill me when im at my best. And in my head I have not met anyone yet that is truly better than me...

However I have the utmost full respect for all of my friends, and a lot of other people...
Had to get that out...

well dude i hope that you atleast still respect em death even hates me

I know that already. Whats your site Froze, is it still demonicunits.tk?

And is there still as much people online? Last time I played their averaged to be around 200 people on at the most..

that site is down cuz licken hacked it lol not funny

Ha! Froze I don't really hate you I just don't feel as if I don't know you anymore, hell even ask Narwall. And Bubblegum there is rarely over 180 people online the american server now. Although in other servers such as the dutch server espagnol server and fracais server sometimes have about 30 people.

Thats still enough. The game is slowly dieing I guess but its still playable..

stop complaining about how bad hackers are and stop being so affraid of your percet score being mess up!!We are your friends if we wanted to hack you we would have ban you from the site as a warning. but give us a break we waited so long for you to come back and you did but now you just can't bear to be in the same room with us.that sucks alot and it's not fair!if can wait for you the least you can do is to give us another chance!.

Ok come on narwall. If I wasnt your friend then why would I come back on this website and tell you guys Im coming back? Why wouldnt I just start playing? If I just started playing it would have been a lot easier to avoid this exact situation Ive been trying to avoid. Which is one of you to keep on asking why cant I play with you guys when Ive already said why very clearly.

I bet you we will play together, you just wont know its me. The stats on this game is the only reason Im still alive. Without the stats, I would have never known how good I was, and never would have gotten those friends. The only reason my first friends joined my clan was because of my stats on the game.

Okaaaay lets all chill fer a bit pass a smoke around laugh about the old days and choose our words very carefully cause we don't wanna misunderstand each other right? Why can't we be friends, why can't we be friends...? Narwall and Bubblegum how about you guys meet each other halfway? Or try to at least... And Bubblegum WTF are you talking about?! Join your clan cause of you're stats? Exact opposite for me. I joined cause you was my best friend, you were always chilled and shit. Even now i still saved the clan invite i got from your emiinem acc in case you actually came back. People don't join clans for stats. They join them looking for acceptance and praise not to mention to try and befriend a few ppl.

we guess i waited for nothing glad your coming back will miss you..

You waited for me to come back narwall, which I did.

And thats cool death, but I was talking about my first clan, the one where I made my first friends..

Sigh only one thing to do now i guess... Go in every fucking game and look fer bubblegum lol jk. Well happy playing days fer you bubblegum, hope ya don't get frozen more than 3 times a day

yeah.....

Hmm let's say that bubblegum is like "wind". You don't see him but you know he's there.

but i miss the days he trusted me....

hey narwall dont get all soft on me now, were ff arent we? Lol