Im going to be taking a break from you guys. Too much drama seriously. Might not come back actually. Focusing on stuff way more important right now. If I come back on in a while Ill be trying to find new people to hang with. Not that Im ditching you guys, just wanna have another group of people to talk to.
Gotta focus on college, and if rapping is going to stay in my life. A normal life sounds so boring right now, I feel like following rap and failing would be more satisfying than living a normal job. Just follow your dreams is what they tell you right?
Anyways narwhall is gonna be pissed about this. Just cool down k. Think it through. and just remember that it gets better k. These kids adore you so.
How I really feel to just fukin lay out the truth. Now turn on ur cooling jets cuz imma say some shit here. Imma tell you guys what I have to get off my chest about some of you. I really feel like Ive come off as a competitive person to you, caring about my stats and what not. But seriously meet in real life, and Im the most laid back person alive. Swear to god. I sometimes just sound like Im worked up but Im not at all. Im a very self conscious person If you guys can figure that out. Competitive people get on my nerves a lot though. Its hard to be good at something and be laid back at it, unless your just completely better, which im not anymore. narwhall doesnt mean to come off as a competitive person to me I know, but you very much do narwhall. I hate it when you guys treat me like im better than you guys to. Treat me like you. I dont care if I do better than you guys, treat me like I suck for all I care, just dont treat me like I have lots of skill, or Ill nervous up and lose it. I really get nervous under pressure so treat every game like its a normal game.
I got some major problems to that probably bug you guys, and Im sorry. I try to be nice to you guys and what-not but I know sometimes I erratate you. Just if we ever play together again, just treat games as laid back as possible and just say "nice job" after it okay. Dont fukin yell out "I BEAT BUBBLEGUM BY ONE KILL OMFG!".
One of you say hi for me to Desirez-. Hes a cool guy. Always did my clan tag even when I know it bugged him. Never abused his hacks once, and always shared my same opinion.
Andrei situation is quite gay. Its over now I know, but one last comment to Andrei: You can trust me Andrei, between me and you check ur PM. Got something special in there. The rest of you! Dont ask Andrei what he got k. And if they still ask Andrei, just say "a thanks from Bubble" k???? Stay cool kid.
Anyway yeah, pretty much laid it out. In summary:
Im gonna take a break that may be permanent from the game to focus on life. If you see me back online come join me in my game but dont welcome me back and what-not just say hello, and treat me like you, and no better. Stay laid back and relaxed around me, and NEVER get cocky or ill get angry!! Hopefully sometime you guys will know me as a artist or something, selling albums and what-not. Just gotta find my Dr.Dre....
Stay cool, and if you have ANY QUESTIONS JUST POST THEM HERE PLEASE!!!!!! ILL RESPOND!